Archive for July, 2011

Antelope says “moo”


2011
07.15

There is a small herd of antelope that trot across the ranch from time to time.  There is one very big buck, the biggest antelope I’ve ever seen! and some does.   Occasionally I get a good up close glimpse of them when I’m walking or driving on the dirt road.  More often I see them from a little distance.  Either way I always LOVE the site of animals that are wild and free.  I got into the habit of looking for wild creatures during the times I lived in Colorado at TWR.  Anytime I drove anywhere I kept my eyes peeled for any sign of an Elk, deer, bear or the elusive Moose! :)  Mind you keeping my eyes open didn’t stop me from crashing my car into a deer on a very dark night!  Yikes!

Anyway, I still look for wild things, though what I’m most likely to see out here are coyotes and snakes, (ugh) and the occasional antelope.  Something I’ve noticed though is that while I get all excited when I see one, the lads aren’t all that impressed.  In fact, they seem to get a bigger kick out of seeing the plodding, fat cows and calves that graze on this property than in seeing a fleeting flash of antelope hide.  Hmmmmm….. I was thinking about this recently and started to realize that to them seeing cows and horses penned up behind feces is just as exciting as it is to me to see some wild, free animal.

The whole world is still such a wonder to them at this age.  They don’t discriminate between wild and domestic animals.  In fact, when we went to a Zoo recently they were more enamored with the spiders and snakes in a box than they were with a HUGE black bear scratching his back on a fence just feet from where we stood. :)  I have to slow down now and then and learn to see the world through my children’s eyes.  It’s all amazing!!  Though I like spiders quite a bit less than anything, it’s good for me to see the wonder that they see because a spider is something they know.  To be able to stand at a glass and stare at it for some time is something that thrills them.  A bear may be more awe inspiring to me, but they have a way of looking at the mundane that makes me wish I could still be as thrilled over a silly spider. (not likely, ha!)

So that’s what I’m working on doing lately.  See the amazing in the ordinary.  My kids inspire me to notice that yes, a cow is an amazing creature.  Really!  And even though I know I’ll always get a thrill from spotting the wild ones, I can still be excited about the ordinary.

Death by PB&J


2011
07.13

The lads have been eating lunch al fresco lately. It saves having to scrub down the ENTIRE dining room after every meal.:-) They have also been attempting to “out do” each other on how “long” they pray for meals. I have to laugh as I see them peeking out through squinted eyes as they pray for each piece of food on their plate AND for Daddy’s foot (which has been well for quite some time) to feel better. They get this long-windedness from their father, I just want you to know. ;-)

Well today while I was holding their hands around the little picnic table outside, it was Qade’s turn to pray. I confess I had a hard time figuring out just what he was saying because we were all rather distracted by a large fly that was plaguing us. Myles kept swatting at it with his free hand. First it was on the toy, then the table. Myles kept trying to swat it. Eventually it happened to land smack in the middle of Myles PB&J sandwich. Not missing a beat his chubby little hand came down “smash” right on top of the fly ON the sandwich! Ack!!! I nearly lost it at this point, but the prayer was STILL going on so I fought for control while trying to flick the flopping fly off the table! Yes, it was still alive, so no bug guts on the food. I know I should have been a good mom and confiscated the “tainted” sandwich, but I know the kind of stuff that goes into Myles mouth, and quite honestly, this was mild.

Eventually Qade said “amen” and they got busy devouring the lunch before them. I on the other hand ran into the house as fast as I could and started laughing hysterically! My abs already hurt so bad from trying to contain it! After a time, I brushed the laughing tears from my eyes and took drinks out to the boys. Qade piped up, “Mom, what are you laughing at?” Ha ha ha!! That’s all it took for a new bout of laughing!

Ahhhhh, these kids keep me humored. I needed the diversion today too since they both have been extra whiney all morning. :) Who would have thought that a poor fly experiencing “death by peanut butter and jelly” would help relieve a build up of parenthood stress?

Good times!

Just Random


2011
07.12

I’m listening to Jungle Jam with Qade. ha ha ha! It’s funny. :-) Luckily for us my sis-in-law Joy said they have several more disks of Jungle Jam stories! Whew! We’re in serious danger of having these ones memorized. Strangely though there is one song, (a nice melodic lullaby like song) that Qade thinks is “scary” at night. He’ll scream and cry while that song is playing. So I need to make sure that particular one doesn’t end up on the bed-time play list. Weird.

We’re guarding our internet bandwidth jealously. So I’m not on FB much again. It’s outrageous what they charge you for just a bit of internet. If you have a smart phone you should check your bill. You’ll be plenty surprised that you’re probably paying $30 or more for just a few gigs of internet. And they’ll tack on significant fees for going over as well. Since our options out here (a mile from nowhere) are nil we went with a Verizon wireless card, but we still have to be very careful not to go over our “limit.” *sigh* Whatever happened to unlimited internet??? Oh well. I’m happy that I can update my blog and check FB now and then. It’s really no big deal since I’m spending less time in front of the computer anyway. ;-)

It’s been raining recently in a Monsoon like pattern which is nice. It’s been SO dry out here the bushes are chasing the dogs around! Seriously! But the past few days it has rained in the late afternoon/evening, and that cools things down nicely! Not that I’m complaining about the heat, mind you!! I feel like I’ve only recently thawed out so it’s welcome to be warm for awhile. I was sorting the lad’s winter clothing this week, and just looking at the long sleeves and sweaters made me feel cold! Ha ha ha!! We should move to somewhere tropical…. if it wasn’t for the bugs I might be tempted! ;-)

My camera is in the shop, and I miss it badly!!! Apparently something “major” has to be replaced on it. Their service orders are so unhelpfully descriptive. So I have to approved that repair online tomorrow. There’s a wedding coming up that I’m really going to need the camera for, so I hope it can be a quick fix. I was also hopeful that the warranty would still cover it, but apparently Nikon lenses have a 5 yr warranty but the camera body’s only have a 1 yr. :( So no luck there. I should be happy that it’s only so much after 3 yrs of pretty strenuous use, but I’d rather not have to sink money into it right now since I really want to save for an upgraded camera. Oh well. Stuart has several “entry” level DSLR cameras for his class at school and he brought one home. Yesterday I tried to take some photos with it, and could NOT figure that thing out to save my life!! How in the world do you shoot Manual on a D3100?? I couldn’t figure it out at all, and was really shocked when the flash just pops up all by itself. Ha! Who would have thought that an automatic camera would be so difficult to use?! Anyway, Stuart will be using it as my second shooter for the wedding. I wouldn’t trust myself with that one in any way! I hope my baby comes home soon! *sniff*

Anyway, I’m off to enjoy another Summer day! Toodle-oo!

Campin’


2011
07.11

Somehow this post never got posted. So here’s our camping trip in a nutshell. :)

I am happy to say that our first family tent camping experience was a success!! I would be lying if I didn’t admit that I went into it with some fear and trepidation as I was sure that none of us would sleep and that it would be more miserable than not. But I underestimated my kiddos and they did so well!

We went with Stuart’s family and it was fun to hang out in the woods/mountains together. The boys had a blast playing with their cuz Aiden, and it was interesting to listen to all their little made-up adventures. Myles got the biggest kick out of putting gravel and dirt in his shorts till they could hold no more and then standing up to have it all come pouring down his legs. Yeah… he was filthy!

Ella did phenomenally well! She had her little pack-n-play bed and didn’t mind taking her naps in the tent one bit. She LOVED watching the 3 dogs who came along on the trip as well, and now says “Doh” repeatedly if you say something to her about a “dog.” She had her own personal little play tent to roll around in courtesy of Auntie Tiff and Uncle Curtis.

The first night Myles kept squirming out of his blankets and waking up cold, but that was the only challenge. Ella had a little “suit” to wear thanks to her Auntie, and it had a hood on top and feet to keep her nice and toasty. She slept like a rock so it must have worked. Qade slept very well also, though I don’t know how he could not with as hard as he was playing all day! I will say that I do prefer my bed to any kind of sleeping on the ground, but the little air beds that we had worked really well. I was only slightly sore. ;-) Okay, I’ll admit it, I’m a wimp!

I think that 2 nights is about the max that I can do the whole camping thing right now. Stu said he was ready for 2 more nights!! Even though I had a great time, and the kids all had a great time, and even Ella had dirt under her nails, I was very ready to pack it all up and head back to a shower after 2 nights. :-) We’ll work our way in slowly to more, but now I’m not dreading it so much since I know it can be a ton of fun!

Business Blues


2011
07.09

I got the business blues, ba-da-dum da-dum. ;-) Ha! Not really, but my head has been reeling recently while we’ve been trying to figure out this business stuff. I have said to myself more than once lately that I should have been a business major instead of music. But I always recollect how much fun WE had and how much fun THEY didn’t seem to be having, and think that it all worked out in the end. ;-) I do NOT have a head for numbers, not now, not then, so it likely wouldn’t have helped me in the least then or now! Ha!

Still in some ways I wish I were more accountantly inclined so I could more easily wrap my head around this stuff. I also wish that there was nothing more to it than clicking away, having fun with my clients, editing photos and ordering prints. THAT would be fun! :) But no, the IRS and g’ubment don’t care how much fun it ends up being, they just want their “fair” chunk of change. And working out how much change it takes to actually keep a business afloat (and I’m lucky that I don’t have a building space to worry about) and actually make something is mind-blowing!

So for the past few days I’ve been living in my little glider rocker, with my lap-top crunching numbers. And thanks to a free resource called “The Single Greatest Guide to Wedding Photography Pricing that Ever Was and Ever Will Be” (humble huh? ha ha) I have been able to actually make some sense of the numbers. When you get online and look for pricing structures and business model help, you can run in circles… and I was. I really just wanted SOMEONE to tell me how to figure it all out!!! I was looking into another very highly recommended pricing guide called “Easy as Pie” but it comes with a nearly $400 price tag. This free one breaks it all down into easy to understand steps that give you concrete numbers. Yes, I still had to do “homework” and deal with a lot of numbers, but in the end it was so much easier because I had a guide. Ahhhhhh!

Now I have some basic numbers that I will use for each and every session. They are quite a bit larger than what I had been offering before. However I’m considering those as portfolio building sessions. Now I’m on to the wide world of (hopefully) money making business. :-) I’ve got my Session price set, and I have compiled my Bebe packages, and Wedding packages. I still have to churn out some Family packages and of course, the Senior package.

But those will have to wait because my head has decided to mutiny and I’ve been reeling (really) from the dizzies since late last afternoon. Going to bed at the same time as Ella hasn’t fixed the problem, so I’m taking my Hurb’s advice and giving the computer a break today. I’m quite sure it’ll help. Either way, my brain needs a break. You know it’s bad when you start dreaming about Math, ugh!!!! Talk about your nightmares! ;) Sorry to all you Math-heads out there, but it is SO not my cup’o tea. Ick!

Stay tuned anyway. I’ll be updating the pricing on cdostudios.com in the very near future. Oh, and while you’re there, check out the updated “about” page as well. :-) And tell your friends!!
?Ta ta!

Docs and Cars


2011
07.06

Today was the doctor visits for our oldest lad and our little lass. I hate the “well-visits” because typically they involve shots. :( Shots make me sad. I think they bother me ever so much more than they ever bother the kids. BUT all things considered I’d rather go through the immunization process than face debilitating diseases.

Anyway, we missed Ella’s 6 month visit which the doctor asked about because she said, “That’s not like you.” Ha! I told her the truth, that it fell right in the middle of senior portrait season and since I’m a photographer (I’m trying to get used to saying that) it was impossible to bring her in. They put all this weight and importance on these visits every 3 months, but if there’s something I’ve learned since having 3 kids it’s that mommy instincts are usually more “right on” than doctor advice, and while it’s nice to see where they ‘line up’ on the lists, it’s no big deal if they are ahead or behind a bit on certain milestones. :) Anyway, Ella is in the 90% for her height at 29 inches, and I didn’t see what she was on her weight, but she weighs in at 18 lbs 11 oz. She’s a tall skinny gal for sure.

I also didn’t see Qade’s percentiles, they don’t offer that info and I’ve stopped asking because of the stink eye the nurses gave me when I’d ask before….. just curious, really! But he weighs 34.5 lbs and is 40in tall. He’s also a skinny shorty, but I’m sure he’ll be just as tall as he needs to be. :) I feed my kids as much as they’ll eat, and more actually because sometimes I insist that they clean their plates, so I know they aren’t starving. Stu and I were both string-beany kids, and I imagine they have fast metabolisms. Not worried at all, and in fact am rather relieved that they don’t already suffer from the childhood obesity that I see so often in the small children of this area. Breaks your heart really.

They both had to have 3 shots today. :( Qade went first because I kept telling him that he was going to have to be a brave boy, and I didn’t wan him to see Ella’s reaction before his turn. He did well, but by the 3rd poke he did start to cry. Then it was done, he earned his tootsie-pop by being SO brave, and he was fine. :) Stu was with me in the doc’s office today, I determined NEVER to try to take more than one child by myself ever again! Ugh! So that was a huge help, but he told me ahead of time that I would have to hold Ella when her shots came up. He doesn’t like for anyone to hurt his sweetie-pie so I understood. My mommy’s heart doesn’t like it either, but I’d rather be able to hold them and comfort right away, so it was okay.

After all the doctor drama was over we met up with Grandma Noggle, who was hanging out with Myles, and then she took Ella home while we took the boys to see Cars 2. Since they are HUGE Cars fans we figured it would be the perfect outing for them. We were right! I had seen some stuff on FB about other mom’s opinions of the movie and was a little unsure of if I’d like it or like them watching it, but it was really fine. 007 cars style would sum it up pretty well. I’d have to say that the Harry Potter preview that came before was MUCH more disturbing to me, and we tried to keep the kids’ attention away from it with popcorn. Good grief!

We watched in 3D and the boys each had their own little glasses! Ha! I so wish I could have taken a picture of them sitting on the edge of their seats (literally) with those glasses on their face! I thought for sure that Myles at least would be taking his off, he’s not one for sunglasses even, but I guess the movie actually distracted him from the fact that there was something on his face.

It was fun to have that time with the lads. Qade was really sore after the movie from his shots and probably his legs dangling off that chair. But some lunch from Wendy’s and a frosty later and he was good. I was a sucker and picked up one of the “new” character cars for each of the boys. Qade keeps asking me what their names are. They aren’t as familiar as “Lightning McQueen” but they will be, I’m sure. Ha ha!

So it was a good day over all. I’m hoping that the kids will sleep well tonight and the shots won’t make them too miserable tomorrow. It’s usually the day after shots when my kiddos don’t do so hot. :( Good thing we have Tylenol and Motrin at our fingertips.

Toodle-oo

Hysterics


2011
07.05

I will return with more real life blog stories after this break for hysterics! This poor gals has them badly, and after I watched her, I myself, was hysterically laughing. :-) Enjoy!

Colorado


2011
07.04

Ahhhhh, Colorado! (HUGE SIGH)

We went back to Southern CO. for our 4th weekend to spend with Stu’s family. Wow! Just driving in is amazing! The Mountains on the north western side of the state are amazing, but I just have to say that this section of CO is my favorite. We drove through Durango… well, just skipped it, but that area, and from then on it just got more and more beautiful!!

It’s been so dry everywhere, and here is no exception, but to our desert parched eyes, it looked like a lush oasis! The mountains are magnificent but even the valley farmlands are amazing! As we drove through, Qade would pipe up from time to time, “Mom, I saw a pretty tree, did you see it?” or “I saw a waterfall!! I saw three ones!” And at the top of the pass, “There’s SNOW on those hills!! May I go touch the snow?” ha ha ha!! Our little lad loves CO too and he has only spent very small bits of time here.

It really is like a cool refreshing drink to come back up here and breath the mountain air, and see the rivers, that actually have water in them, imagine! See the mountains with the snow, and all the green growing things!

My photographer side was thinking things like, “Oh that would be such a great backdrop.” and “Look at those amazing flowers, that would be the perfect spot for a photo of Ella!” and “That green field would be awesome with a chair in the middle” and “Wow, what an awesome old barn! Wouldn’t that look great in a Senior portrait?” Ha ha ha!

I’m trying not to be too jealous of all this amazing scenery in this place. I know we have awesome stuff around us as well. Colorado colors are more to my taste, but AZ is beautiful too. :-) Gotta grow where you’re planted, even if you don’t get enough water. Ha ha ha!

So anyway, it’s been fun to be in Colorado. I’m writing this before our amazing camping adventure which is about to begin, so be prepared for that one. I can make no promises at this point what “tone” that post will be in. Ha ha ha!

P-P-P-Peaceful


2011
07.03

I crave peace. I do. I crave a lifestyle that promotes peace and calm. I cringe at the harried, constantly moving, constantly doing, constant chaos that so frequently defines life. Some people plan so that they can be peaceful, some people drive peace away with constant frenzied planning, and some people don’t plan at all and are peaceful. Why is that? I think I’ve found myself in all of those moments. Moments of unplanned peace, peace that comes from planning, and planning myself out of peace. Weird!

I’ve been thinking about it a bit lately. I’m tired of busy stress. I really Really REALLY want to simplify my life so that I can enjoy what I do instead of be stressed out by it all.

Of course, peace and tranquility are difficult to create with a house full of small children, a home business, and the inevitable unexpected events in life. But I’ve made up my mind, and I am going to do it.

There are a few steps I’ll be taking along the journey, but I’m not going to sit and “plan” it all out to the point. I know that I will be limiting screen time for everyone. Kids get fewer “shows” and that’s been happening already with the warm summer weather, but Mom needs to be disciplined as well and just NOT turn on the computer. I will be weeding out, disposing of, and swapping out toys in the next week or two. Who needs all the clutter? Not us! I will become pro-active and think up creative things for the lads to engage in instead of just chucking them out the door to get them out of the way or keep them quiet while Ella naps. Ha! What mom would do that now, really? ;-) I will be getting my keester out of bed early enough to have a cup of coffee and a Psalm to start my day. If I can begin peaceful it’s more likely to continue longer. I will set “work hours” for myself when I get my editing and planning done and then just leave it. It’s far too easy to get sucked into the vortex of photo-playing when it’s so much fun!!! But then I find myself scrambling to keep up with other responsibilities and the stress mounts and the peace is gone. I’m going to start teaching the lads how to fold their own laundry so that I will have a couple helpers with some chores. Stick to my menu plans. Set tasks for certain days (bread baking) and just always do it on that day.

There are a lot of little steps that I can take to get it done. I know what I need to do, now I just need to do it. I think I’m ready. I’m certainly tired of life living me. I want to enjoy it, and live it, not just hang on for the ride. So here I go, off to find peace in the middle of my little, blessed, mess. :-)

Non-Conference Related Life


2011
07.01

Ha! I bet you have been waiting for this! I know I’ve been talking incessantly about the conference, but it really was a great time. I’ve come to the firm conclusion that getting away for a few days by myself for some me time or me related activities is something that I NEED! I’m going to make a very strong effort to have that happen once a year from here on out. Not necessarily that I’ll go to a conference every year, but that I will get away alone, and recharge. It was great to come home after the conference and just have renewed energy for my daily life activities which before had been growing very monotonous. Good stuff!

So the kitchen plan is in full swing. Our garage is full of drywall, cabinets and countertops! :-) I’m not thrilled about the process, but I’m very excited to see how it all works together in the end. :-) Now that I have seen the colors of the cabinet and counter I need to get some new paint! I love color and want to go a little more bold and bright in the kitchen. My first inspiration was the fresh color of cantaloup when I was chopping one up for dinner one afternoon. I just happened to find that EXACT color when I was meandering through the paint aisle last week. I haven’t sold Stuart on it yet, but I hadn’t seen the cabinets yet either. Now I need to put the swatch up to them and see if that’s even a possibility. :-) I do have some other ideas so if I cant have a cantaloupy kitchen then I’ll have a different one I’ll like just as much. Ha!

Anyway, Our camping adventure is coming up. :-) I have mixed feelings about this. On one hand I’m happy we’re doing it as camping is something that we’ve talked about always wanting to do with our family. On the other hand I cant help but think they might be a bit on the young side for this to all be fun and games, ha ha! Either way it’ll be memories in the making. I’m sure we can survive anything for 2 nights right?? Right?? Hello???

I have had to send my baby #4 in to the doc. In case you’re all holding your breath, that would be my camera! ;-) Ha ha ha!! I’ve been having issues with the auto-focus function on the camera. At first I thought it was my lens. The one I like to use the most for portraits doesn’t really have an option to manually focus, so it’s just about impossible to use w/o autofocus. I sent the lens in first, but it came back saying it was all good, and the problem was still obvious so that means, most likely, that it’s a camera issue. I hate to send it in. Mostly I hate to be without it. But I’m hoping that it will be something that can be taken care of easily. *sigh* In the meantime I still have my point and shoot, but it’s so hard to go back to using it. Ha!

So that’s about it for now. Stay tuned for more non-conference news. :-)