Archive for May, 2010

The Relocators


2010
05.31

That’s the title my lads should use as their umbrella corporation. :-) As I was watching them play outside today I though again, as I have often recently, about how I never considered moving two handfuls of dirt from one place to another to be so delightful! Apparently I’m missing out. Qade and Myles, but Myles in particular, will pick up dirt, rocks, pine cones, or pine straw and oh so carefully take it somewhere else and toss it down. Myles will walk around and around with his little fists clenched tightly around a bunch of gravel that he managed to snag until he decides the place is perfect then down they go. It cracks me up! Today Qade decided he needed to “Work on the trees” so he spent quite some time pouring dirt down the tree trunks and trying to fit pine straw in the cracks in the bark. I love their little imaginations at work. Myles has been taste testing most of the organic stuff around here. Though when he picked up doo-doo of some kind on the field last night I was quick to tell him to drop it. Uck!

Camp is a magical, exciting time for youngsters!! The campers are of course always excited/exciting and the staff are generally thrilled to be at camp, but for the camp kids there’s just something about it that’s wonderful! They get to interact with each other, and believe me Qade loves playing with his buddies. But they also get to interact with the staff, and in my thinking that’s even better. For young children to be able to watch and play and learn with dedicated Christian young adults is just a fantastic opportunity! The kids don’t look at it that way, of course. To them it’s just someone else to play with or talk to. But I’m thankful for the influence that other Christians can have on my kids, and there’s no more fun and concentrated way for them to get that experience than through camp.

I miss being in the middle of the action and a part of all the excitement. But as a Mommy of 2 very active lads I have different priorities right now. I get to be on the sidelines cheering on my man who is in the midst of it all. (Not the least big jealous, oh no!) ;-) And I get to watch my kiddos taking it all in. Camp has been such a big part of my life, that sometimes I feel like I’m somehow “missing out” on it all. But when I really stop and consider I realize that my time in those roles has passed. And there may come a time again when I actually can spend more time “out there” enjoying the excitement of camp, but that time is not right now. There are other things that I really would miss that I could never have again if I didn’t keep my family the first priority. Plus this year I’m so fat and sluggish with baby girl on the way, I’m practically worthless anyway. :-) SO I will enjoy my “job” as camp wife and mommy, and enjoy watching my lads grow though the summer as they experience new things and new people. I’ll also do my best to learn and grow from the situations that do come my way this summer as we all work together to reach the next generation for Christ!

Cuddle Bug


2010
05.26

It’s funny how something can strike you, totally out of context, in strange and unexpected ways. Today, just in passing, Stuart said to me, “You have someone to cuddle with 24 hours a day!” Ha ha!! Guess that’s true. Only he was using it in the sense that HE should get to have all of the blankets because I should be warm already. ;-) Na-uh!

But I got to thinking about it, and it struck me differently. I do have someone to “cuddle” with 24 hours a day. It made me stop and consider, and be thankful. I’m so thankful for our little one ‘brewing’ in there! This pregnancy has been harder on me physically than either of the boys were, and sometimes I think I get a little caught up in the “aches and pains” or other annoyances (2am bathroom trips, anyone?) more than I should. Yes, my back/hip/whole pelvis is painful daily, but it’s not unbearable. Yes, sometimes I still feel that queasiness that I would like to forget, but it’s not bad. Sometimes I don’t remember to drink enough water all day so then I’m parched before bed and guzzle a bunch meaning that I won’t be getting as much undisturbed sleep. Sometimes I’m so exhausted that I feel like I can barely function while ‘baking’ a baby and chasing after my wonderfully rambunctious lads.

Yes, those days/things are there, but I also get to cuddle with my baby 24/7!! There’s just nothing like that! The kicks and jabs that sometimes rob me of sleep are something that I cherish. I love the fact that sometimes it feels like our baby girl is just stretching for all she’s (and I’m) worth. I love that I can put my hand on my largish belly and she will often respond with a wiggle or a kick. Yep, I get to cuddle her 24/7! Who knows when she is born if she’ll be the cuddly type. My boys each like to cuddle in spurts between their capers and hijinks! Maybe she won’t be the “touchy” type, or maybe she’ll just be too busy trying to keep up with those big brothers. Who knows? What I do know is that right now I get to cuddle our little lass, and I’m going to enjoy every minute! Even if it is uncomfy for me to sit still for long. ;-)

Tis Tuesday


2010
05.25

And you know what that means!! Shutter Love!! Ha ha ha! This week’s theme is “nature” and of course I have a ZILLION photos that I could possibly use. I chose this one though because I just love the perspective. Besides it makes me think of lazy summer days lying on cool grass and listening to the leaves rustle. :-)

Dizzy!

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It’s a new dawn


2010
05.24

… “it’s a new day. It’s a new life! And I’m feelin’ good!!”

Today was a NEW day and I feel like I got a lot done even if my home doesn’t reflect the effort. :-) Laundry was washed and dried, though not folded. (yet) The dishwasher is on it’s 3rd, yes that’s right THIRD, load of dishes as I type! The fridge got all it’s icky sticky leftovers tossed, though I haven’t yet washed down the shelves. Ugh! That was a hard one for me. My super-bionic pregnancy sense of smell does not aid in those situations!! Blah! But I don’t want to think about that!

The lads and I got to spend some good time outside today and that was oodles of fun!! They got dirty from head to toe which of course means that they had a blast! :-) My brain is slowly starting to process the fact that camp is nearly here and I’d better do some planning so I at least have diapers on hand while we’re there! Priorities change a lot when you have kids. ;-)

So the rest of this week is dedicated to cleaning/mouse proofing/packing. Except for tomorrow morning, we have our play-date. Can’t miss that for something as silly as cleaning house! ;-) But seriously there have been some things that I’ve been putting off that MUST be done this week. So here I go. Tomorrow after our play date, I’m going to be going through the lad’s closet and purging a lot of stuff! Now that we “know” this baby is a girlie, I won’t feel so bad about giving away some of the cute boy clothes that I’ve been hanging onto. So if you have a lad that is younger than mine, don’t be surprised if I “bless” you with a big bag of clothes sometime soon. ;-) I also need to pack up all of their extra blankets and sheets and such in a rubbermade so that the mice don’t decide to build nests in/with them. Ick!! I don’t even want to think about that, but hopefully our cat will get his act together enough to be a deterrent to the mice even if he isn’t smart enough to actually catch them.

Today I processed the pics from graduation on Saturday. It was fun! I think that we got our name/face out there if nothing else. We have had several people ask about getting family portraits done. That was encouraging. :-) I’m going to be making guinea pigs out of my friends w/ families this summer as much as possible to build experience and my portfolio. I’d much rather do kids and fams instead of just high school seniors, but you’ve got to start somewhere, and I’m not planning on being THAT selective! In fact I’m super excited about doing my own portrait shoot with our little one when she arrives. Newborn photography is SO fun!!

And when I wasn’t cleaning out yucky leftovers and editing pictures or playing outside today, I was browsing Amazon for ‘stuff’ for our little Lass. I want to do a “giraffe” theme in her little room, and here are some things I found.

I just LOVE this poster!! I’m going to get a frame for it and make it look all artsy, but as big as it is I’ll basically need nothing else on her wall.
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We got build-a-bears for the lads before they were born, but I searched ALL over their site looking for a giraffe and they don’t seem to have one now. They did a couple years back but apparently it was a limited edition or something. Anyway, I found this cutie and very cuddly looking one that I think I may get instead.
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Then this floor mat, is of course not necessary, but I thought it would make a good rug too. :-) Her room is a very tiny one just so you know.
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Our infant car seat is blue, and both of the boys used it. I’m a little at a loss for what to do with it. I found this ADORABLE giraffe print car seat cover, but unfortunately it’s pricy. I could buy a whole new car seat for the same price. So I’m not really sure what I’m going to do about this. I know it wouldn’t damage our daughter for life to ride in a blue infant seat, but at the same time I kinda want to revel in the girly-ness, ya know? :-) We’ll see, but here it is just so you can see how cute it is.
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The little girl’s room is going to be painted in a chocolate brown and “latte cream” color. One and a half walls will be solid brown and the other’s will be cream w/ “chocolate” polka dots. :-) I’m looking forward to decorating, but of course that will all have to wait till after camp. The room is Stu’s office space right now, so we’ll have to do some redistributing as far as what goes where in our house. I have already hogged up the big spare room with my studio. I’m sure it’ll all work out just fine though.

So on those happy girlie decorating thoughts I’ll bid you adieu! I just caught my lads streaking through the house sans diaper AND unders! I don’t want to know what happened in the time it took for me to notice. ;-) Little boys, so much adventure in every day! Ha ha ha!

Graduation Day


2010
05.22

It’s here!! And I’m all set up with my mobile studio in the school cafeteria. We’ve had one bite so far. :-) I’m hoping that the rest will come after the ceremony which is just starting. The girls were too busy getting on their moccasins and putting their hair in traditional buns to get pictures done before hand. Still even if we don’t get many, or any, more people actually take their portraits, at least we’re getting exposure. The parents can see our display table with the portraits that we’ve taken already and I think it makes a good impression anyway. :-)

Well, I’m here for the next 2 hours at least just waiting for the graduation ceremony to finish. The wind is blowing like mad out there!! I’m so glad that it worked out for us to set up inside!! The lads are happily playing with their play date buddies this morning. I’m glad that it worked out for them to go over there. It’s nice to have the peace of mind that they’re having fun and with someone reliable while I’m off “working” ha ha!!

Hope you all are having a spiffy Saturday. I’m going to fix spaghetti for dinner tonight. Stuart wanted to grill, but we have no grilling items. He tossed out the idea that he could grill spaghetti, but somehow I don’t think it would be a fantastic success. :-) Guess we’ll just do it the old fashioned way! Toodle-oo!

P.S. My photo for Shutter Love Tuesdays was “viewer’s choice” for the second week! Yay!

Friday Fix-it


2010
05.21

I heart faces does this cool thing for Fridays where they give you a photo, al la this one,

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and then they encourage you to “fix” the photo with editing programs. Basically all this does is get you more experience in how to deal with digital photos.

This photo is cute, but the lighting and color and such are not so good. SO, I popped it into Aperture because that’s the program I use the most and came up with this fix.

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I took the color temp WAY cooler. Then I also took off her boo boo on the forehead. Next I bumped up the brightness A LOT which really washed it out. So I adjusted the Recovery, Contrast, and Black point, to make it look more balanced. After that I took the vibrancy WAY up as well and brought the saturation down somewhat. I jiggled the Luminance on the Red just a touch and added a heavy vignette. I like to do that when the background seems kind of irrelevant to the photo. Anyway, what do you think? Better?? There is still quite a bit of noise in the photo, but I do think it’s an improvement.

On my second fix, I did pretty much the same process with the levels, but this time I first changed the photo to a color monochrome in an almost creamy shade. Then once I messed with the settings I took the intensity level on the monochrome down just a little bit to let some of the natural color come through. I also cropped out some of the background.

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Tell me what you think??

You can see more of the “fixes” if you visit the I heart faces site. It’s pretty cool what people can do with a little creativity and some good programs!!

Ridin’ in the backseat


2010
05.21

A short time ago we were traveling somewhere as a family. It happened to be one of those days out here in the flat lands where the winds were whipping around in fantastic gusts that can reach 60 MPH. We were driving on the interstate, dodging tractor trailers that were swaying in the wind, and I was gripping the handle of the door with all the strength in my hand. As if that would help, right? :-) Just after a particularly blustery moment when my adrenaline was racing, I looked back at the boys all comfy and secure in their car seats, and realized that they didn’t have a care in the world at that moment. I’m sure they were aware that the vehicle was rocking with the wind, but it didn’t phase them. It was one of those “ah-ha” moments for me actually. I was suddenly transported back to my own childhood when I’d be the kid riding in the backseat. Only we didn’t do car seats. Ha! We three kids would be back there playing some made up game to keep ourselves occupied, more often on the floor than actually in the seats, and even if there was snow and ice or rain and hail and wind, we weren’t the least concerned. In fact, one trip that I remember was when our family was on the interstate in a blizzard!! Oh yes! Mom and Dad, I later learned, were stressed to the max in this situation, but even when our car went off the road and sunk deep into the snow on the side, we kids just thought it was a joy ride! Ha ha!

Know why? Because as kids we have unwavering trust in the protection of our parents. Blizzards, no problem, Dad’s driving. Wind and hail and cows flying through the air? Nothing to worry about. Mom and Dad are here with us. That’s how I felt as a child. I didn’t KNOW that it was a potentially dangerous situation or that I should be scared or worried because from the back seat I could see Mom and Dad and knew that they had it taken care of. That’s how my lads feel too! Wow!

But after that little light bulb came an even bigger one. One that I’ve thought about several times recently. As I tool along on the interstate of this life, I should be in the backseat watching my Heavenly Father take care of it as He drives. I know it’s an old “concept” that we are to let God take the wheel of our life and trust Him that it will all be okay in the end. But too often I’ve found myself white-knuckling the dash as I “let” God drive. When really, I should be in the backseat looking out the windows care free, and worry free because I know my Father is going to drive me safely to wherever it is I’m going.

Maybe it doesn’t strike a chord in you the way it did me. God teaches us all in our own unique “ah-ha” moments. I just wanted to share this one with you all. Perhaps you can relate? If so, like me, I hope that you will think about riding in the backseat of your life while your “Daddy” drives. :-)

Hit the brakes!!


2010
05.20

It’s going to be one big loopy roller coaster ride from now till the end of camp… and maybe beyond, who knows! Still I find myself mentally balking. I like to keep life simple. In fact I’d like to keep it a lot simpler than I have honestly. I have a book that’s on my “Waiting to be read” list called “Keeping Life Simple” “7 Guiding Principles 500 tips & Ideas.” Not sure 500 is simple, but I’m interested to see what this book has to offer. Sometimes I feel like life is this huge pulsing ocean and I’m just riding the waves trying to keep my head above the water. I’d ever so much rather ride the waves and enjoy them like a surfer. :-)

I know that there will be busy times that I can’t control and just need to go with the flow. But too often I feel like the busyness is a weight instead of something I can manage. Kind of random, I know. I don’t really know how to put it all into words. I just know that simplify is what I need to do. Instead of adding stress to a situation that I can’t “make perfect” I just need to do what I can and then let it be. Obsessing certainly isn’t the key to happiness. That much I do know! Ha!!

Starting this photography business has been an added stress component in life lately. It’s a lot of fun and I enjoy it too, but I’d be silly to say that there isn’t any stress involved. I know I have SO much to learn, and it can be a pretty steep learning curve. So that doesn’t help my confidence level which in turn adds an extra level of stress. It’s not that I don’t think I can do it. I know I can! I just need to add more tools to my photography belt to make sure that I’m very confident that I can deliver at the level that I think I should and that the clients deserve. It’ll take time. I’m not afraid of that. If anything I’m nervous about pushing myself to the point where I’m not enjoying it. It’s all worthless if that happens.

The camp stuff there really isn’t anything I can do about. Right now it’s the nature of the beast. I do believe that it will change in the future ad the camp is settled permanently and the staff is all here and knows what to do. It’ll become more fluid and “easier.” At least in my dreams that’s what happens. ;-) Right now things are disjointed and jumbled up because we have people all over the country trying to help run camp and make things happen. It certainly adds a layer of difficulty for everyone involved, and because we have other pulls on our time (i.e. Life) during the rest of the year, a lot of things get shoved to the bottom of the priority pile until we all get this “last minute panic” mode to get it all done. Ha! Just the way it is, but yes it adds stress.

So tonight I want to just imagine myself on the tippy top of a mountain. Maybe in the “meadows” that we used to hike to in Colorado. That or a deserted beach somewhere where I can sit and listen to the waves lapping and stick my toes in the sand. :-) Ahhhhh! Yes, that’ll do it! I won’t think about camp or about photos at graduation. Just relax my neck and shoulders and enjoy some left over chocolate cobbler with vanilla ice cream! Oh yeah!

On a completely unrelated topic, our cat caught a lizard today! I was so proud of him!!! I was beginning to wonder if our “city kitty” was going to be able to dig deep inside that cat psyche and pull out the instinct enough to actually help keep our pests at bay! Ha! This is a good sign. Not that I have anything against lizards, but perhaps with this one hunting victory behind him, he’ll be able to pull of other more important ones.

And another unrelated note. Our little girl got her first (of many, I’m sure) stuffed animals this week! My brother “won” this baby Taz at an arcade, funny story! Anyway, I was the Taz of our family so I guess he’s insinuating that our sweet, angelic, lady-like, baby girl will have the same tendencies. ;-) Ha ha!! Wouldn’t be surprised! My mom always said I needed one just like me. So here’s the lil Taz. My boys have been taking turns carrying it around. Myles especially seems to think it’s a pretty nifty “Sooze” which is what he calls ALL stuffed toys because he has a “Dr. Seusse” toy. Hope you all have a fantastic weekend! Toodle-oo!

Baby Taz

And Whoosh, it’s gone


2010
05.19

That’s what happened today. I opened my eyes late! Actually, I got up and made my hubs some lunch and then crawled back into bed where it was warm, and slept for another hour and a half!!! Guess I needed it. But the inside baby and the outside babies were ready to get up before I was STILL! I think the lads actually needed a bit more rest this morning too, because instead of the squeals and squaks that I usually hear over the monitor, I heard nothing for quite some time, then only some quiet chatter. And then when I did finally pull my lazy carcass out of bed and go get them up, they were both cozily cuddled up in their respective beds with their blankies. Awwwww!

Anyway, maybe that’s why the day seemed to fly. My dad got here just as we were finishing breakfast and brought us donuts!!! Can’t beat that as a breakfast dessert! Then I cleaned up the house a smidge and decided that we just HAD to take a walk. So the lads loaded up in their 2 seat buggie and off we went. The walk was great, and the lads had a fine time playing outside after we got back. Then we had lunch and then we needed to make an emergency trip to the store and grab Daddy a Dr. Pepper and take it to work. Sometimes it just happens! :-)

So nap time was just a little delayed. And while the lads were relaxing I was getting some of my photo orders ready for pick up. The photography thing has been fun! But it is INDEED a lot of work! For this poor lazy mom it can be a shock to my system!! ;-) But however it goes we got permission to set up and do graduation photos on Saturday during graduation. That will be an experience worth remembering and I’m sure I’ll tell you all about it. Pray for us if you think of it. It’ll be great to get the extra exposure and all, but could be a very stressful situation as well.

Anyway, the afternoon whizzed away and then suddenly it was time to think about dinner. We had a guest coming over tonight and were going to grill chicken. I had several different things that all needed the oven and had to think quick about what to do first. I made the infamous chocolate cobbler for dessert. It was SOOOO yummy!! Of course the first batch of batter I tried I had to toss because I misread the directions and put in 3x’s the milk it called for. *sigh* But the end result was delish! At the advice of a friend I used hot coffee in the recipe instead of hot water! Yuuuuuummmmmm!! You’ve got to try it, seriously!!

So anyway, here we are at the end of the day. The sun has gone down and it’s getting “dawk” as Qade would say. One lad is down and out and the other will be on his way shortly. I don’t really know where the day has gone, but it’s been good anyway. :-)

Happy Lime Green Thursday, friends!

Face the Flowers


2010
05.18

I wasn’t going to do an i heart faces entry at first this week, but the more I thought about the theme “faces and flowers” I kept coming back to this pic in my mind. I love it! This was my Bubba last summer experiencing some of the wild flowers up in the mountains. It’s a sweet picture to me anyway.

Stop and smell the Daisies!

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